A week ago today,
i didnt know what to say to you,
I didnt know how to act or what to do,
I still cant make sense outa the things that happened,
all i keep thinking was i thought i mattered, 
I dont know why it happened, and i doubt i ever will,
No explanation will ever compare to the pain that i feel,
Im not angry anymore though, just upset..
Everything that happened, i know you regret,


I'll always ask myself why?
Was it my fault? Did i do something wrong?
You said you didnt mean to upset me,
Was it ment to make me happy?
Should i have even gone?
The answer is i dont know.


The past week, i dont know how much iv cried,
but then again i dont know how much iv smiled,
It's always gona be hard, but we both know that,
were looking to the future now though, not to the past.


I tried to shout at you, but couldnt bring myself too,
no matter what i still cared about you,
I wanted to shout because i was angry and sad,
i wanted to give you advice, i didnt want to be mad,
i wanted to go mental, to make sure you didnt make the same
mistake again, but after everything i couldnt do it in the
end,


Too be honest, i dont know why im ok with you again,
but i want too be, you were one of my best friends,
things have changed now, but maybe one day things will be
normal again.. i cant promise anything, and i cant pretend,
when im angry, i'll let you know,
when im sad, i dont want you too go,
i want you too be there,
Like times you already have been, 
i wana try and forget,
and carry on like before..