do i dare speak
the drums pound within my head
i swallow the heavy air
stone walls enclose me
this is no simple love
not like suicide
clouds are heavy with bursting cries
i feel it within
if fills in slowly
suffocating 
i feel only the past of death
the timing of my demise
my hollow throat is screaming
scream your screams of anguish
death does not care
my mind turns black
close the eyes, close the heart
there is no love here