and as i sleep
through this terrible slumber
i dream of the feeling i get in your arms
i dream of the feeling of your lips on mine
i dream of the feeling of your voice in my ears
then the dreams turn to nightmares
because i know they aren't true
because i know they won't come true
because i know i was wrong
so here i lie in my blankets of comfort
on my pillows of deceit
and i wait
and i hope
but i know
you were a 
lie