I hold myself
I rock so gently
and with a knife so sharp,
my blood leaks plenty
dark red. cold and dripping.
rose red. dark, non ending 
each drop, bleeds memory of pain
memorys of torture 
memorys so shamed.
I held back these feelings 
for many of years
I cried for your love, 
yet you yearn for my tears
I hurt inside Daddy
Daddy I hurt so much
I tremble near you Daddy
I quiver at your touch.
Daddy when I cry
My eyes leak hurt feelings
Daddy when I cry
My tears carry your harsh words
Daddy when I cut
It brings pain to me
But the pain you cause Daddy,
Cuts into me deeply.
Late at night I dream daddy
Its all too real
Late at night I hurt daddy
You know what I feel. 
I hold myself
I rock so gently
piercing each wrist
my blood bleeds plenty.