Everything came as a rush from what she told me caused me so
much pain. This feeling has really put stress on my brain,
it makes my heart stronger but my soul gets crushed. Forgive
me for I did not realize the pain behind her beaufiful eyes.
It came to me as much as a surprise, between her and I we
will never say our goodbyes. I regret the times as though I
didn't care, I shut her out, I was completly unaware, I
didn't give her a chance to explain what it was about. She
never knew what I really felt havin' my entire universe come
crumblin' down, but i will always lover her near and far
through the good and bad weather. At time I still look at
the night to see our star, the star that brought us closer
together. That was one of the many things we achieved, but
for these past two weeks I have decieved. For a moment there
i thought we truely did shine, 'til I found out in her womb
a child is concieved. I am sorry but the child isn't mine!!
Sorry for I misunderstood but as of now I aint doin' too
good. I'm sorry for losin' my composser over the phone but
this battle u will have to fight on your own cuz now im
gone. We survived through all of these years through pain
and agony. Mye existence I'll be facin' it for all Eternity
for I can SHED NO MORE TEARS!!!!!!!